Wednesday, 13 January 2016

Panorama exposes teenage prison abuse and it's absolutely unacceptable.

I'm someone fully aware of what a cruel place the world can be. I'm aware of the abuse, discrimination and injustices surrounding vulnerable children. But sometimes I forget how horrible and unfair life is for some young people. 

Today I watched a panorama episode titled: Teenage prison abuse exposed. The link to this epsiode had come up on my Facebook newsfeed and I was intruged so I clicked on it. Five minutes in and my emotions were getting the best of me. I felt overwhelmed.

The programme is reported by 'Robert Charles' who goes undercover with a hidden camera attached to his clothing. He acts as a custody officer for security firm 'G4S'. The aim of this investigation was expose the unprofessional and abusive behaviour of the staff towards the children. The results are disgusting. 

These young people are between the ages of 12 and 18. Lots of them from a care background or suffer from mental/behavioural problems. For healthy development to grow into respectful adults of society these children need help to overcome their problems. 

In this episode there are so many outrageous breaches of power by the staff at the institution:

- Physical abuse - We are told by reporter Robert Charles about the correct training, We are told that restraints should only be carried out when neccisary. In this video we hear the staff talking about how much they want to hurt the children. We see them unnecessarily and inappropriately restraining the children in the incorrect ways, intentionally hurting them and enjoying it. 

- Not recording incidents/ lying about incidents - Robert is told by 'colleagues' about how incidents are not reported if they show a 'lack of control' for example four of the young people fighting. This is because the institution would face potentially being shut down. We also see that when staff initiate physical violence that they report it as the young person attacking them. 

This is a complete abuse of power. These are societies most vulnerable children and they do not deserve that. Between the age of 12-18 our brains are still developing and are at a crucial point. If trauma continues through this age it can be seriously damaging causing severe mental issues. Not only that but mistreatment of youths in prison often result in re offending. 

I am someone who has always tried to do good. I've never wanted to break the law or commit crime and yet I've been arrested, I know how unjust the world can be. I also know how childhood trauma can cause you to be seriously messed up as a teenager. I think many authorities such as the police, prison officers etc need further training on how to appropriately deal with teenagers. I do believe that sensitivity and more understanding is needed.

After years of abuse and over twenty foster placements I went into a children's home and I remember this made me very unsettled. I remember the police were called due to this and the police officer had no compassion at all. At twelve years old he called me a 'slag' amongst other things and threatened to pepperspray me. After looking up to police officers this traumatised me.

Now I know that not all police officers are like that, I respect what the police do so much. They look after our country and keep us all safe. I've always had that view so when that happened to me it was horrible.

But the sad reality is that there is a discrimination against young people. I'm someone who was abused as a child and assaulted by a staff member who worked in my children's home. Those adults who did that to me don't have any warnings on their record. But me, someone who has always respected the law even with the life I've had, does. 

I don't know if there's any justice is the world but there sure as hell needs to be. The treatment of those kids in that prison was absolutely unacceptable. Society will keep going round in an endless circle if something isn't done. These teenagers will grow into disrespectful adults have disrespectful children and so on and so on. There needs to be a change in this never ending tragic story. 

I really hope soon the government will tackle this discrimination and for once and all end it.

Here is this panorama episode, please watch it and share! Thank you. 

Monday, 4 January 2016

First post of 2016: A new year, for some.

Sooooo, that's it, 2015 has been and thankfully gone!

No, 2015 wasn't an all bad year for me. I started Uni, I got a new job...

I could say '2016 is gonna by my year' but honestly, all I want is for 2016 to be a year where things don't go completely wrong for me.

January can be quite a sad month for a lot of people but frankly I'm quite glad that Christmas and New Years are over. They're both holidays that are over commercialised leaving care leavers and others feeling unwanted, unimportant and suicidal.

Who says that Christmas alone is a horrible thing? Who says that being without family at this time is the worst thing in the world?
It's all in our heads. Christmas, New Years, Valentines day... they can all be whatever we want. It's society that brings people down with the idea of a 'perfect Christmas' or a 'perfect new star to the year'.

New years day was great for me, I got to meet up with one of my best friends in Worthing. As I got to the train station on my way home I saw that all of the trains were delayed. The man working said how someone had jumped on the railway line at Arundel.

New Years day, the start of the year and someone had decided to taken their life. Why is New Years a time when this happens? Because of commercialisation! My heart mourned for that person and what they must have been going through. 

People say 'suicide is selfish' and 'they should have been thinking about their family'. This frustrates me so much. The people that say these things must not have a clue about how cruel life can be. We have one life, do you realise how far someone has to be pushed to not want the opportunity of living anymore? And there's always a presumption that's there's loved family members devastated by the death, how do you even know they weren't completely alone? Or that their family members aren't already dead? You don't and the assumptions really ought to stop.

I hope that every person feeling suicidal gets the help they need before it's too late. When you're in that place, the picture is so small.

I really like the film 'A long way down'. Whenever I'm feeling sad, it cheers me up. It's about four people who all go to the same place on top of a building somewhere in London on new years eve to end their lives. They all become great friends and unite together in finding happiness and individual meaning in their lives. Definitely watch it.

Rest in Peace to all those who sadly took their lives over the season.