Just typing my stress, putting rage on the page as it comes out.

I’m living my life free from you

You’re just someone that I once knew.

I cut that tie as quick as I could,

if I could erase you completely I probably would.

Although 2019 leaves you way behind,

Right now I have a few things on my mind.

You came up on my social media again,

I guess that’s going to happen with mutual “friends”.

I say friends, you’d say family

However, none of that matters to me.

What matters is how many secrets we have,

Because only you and I truly know the bad.

I took the higher road because life is to short,

But things are affecting me more than first thought.

I never spoke out, I never went to the police.

You shut me down and silenced me.

All the sick words and vile abuse,

All the physically pain to me you would do.

You damaged me good, yet lies you still tell,

No one knows my true story of hell.

Still to this day I let you carry on,

But it’s not because this is a battle you won.

Yes I still get upset, and have bad days,

Trauma takes time to go away.

I needed to share my feelings again,

But I won’t ever share with those “mutual friends”.

Yes got away with it, there was no justice

Sometimes that’s just the way life is.

But I'm going to keep doing good,

Being a 100 times better than you ever could.
Character and morals things foreign to you,
they're the things I focus on and pursue.
You'll keep not growing, keep deceiving,
But at life I plan to keep on winning.

This isn’t a poem this is just words,

Words that I felt needed to be heard.