What does it mean to settle? Is it the same as being content or satisfied? Or is settling the outcome for those oppressed and conditioned to believe they have a set place in society?
Did the retail worker doing forty hours a week on minimum wage choose that job because they see working as simply a means to live or did they not push themselves because those around say "it's too late for you to pursue an education now" or "you have a husband with a good job, you don't need one".
I believe settling is a generic issue that in one way or another we all do. Whether it's accepting a defeat or agreeing to avoid confrontation, we all at some point have not pushed ourselves beyond the comfort zone.
But what I want to talk about in particular is a specific oppressed group in society: care leavers.
If you were to ask a local authority what they're duty was to care leavers they would probably say something like: "To help them to gain independence and become self reliant". Some might even say "To help them to reach their full potential". I don't know if service managers say things like this with a genuine naivety or if it's pure ignorance but I can't think of a single care leaver I know that has been helped to recognise their value and worth.
I know many care leavers who are doing quite well. If you'd ask them if they're happy, they'd say "I'm OK". Some might even say "yes, I'm happy" but you can still feel that sense of something being held back. A few of the care leavers I lived with now have children and even their own little families. Many aren't really doing anything with their lives and are others are in prison.
But all of these people, me included and all the other care leavers who have pursued careers or an education are oppressed by those very people who have claimed to previously be our "corporate parents".
Normally, a parent wants the best for their child. They want them to strive and go beyond the barriers and obstacles in life. Often children are told "you can do anything you want".
Not a child in care. Not care leavers. I can't recall any words of motivation like the above. Or if I did it was empty. Sure some may have had individuals around who inspired them to go on and make something for themselves. But sadly, these individuals come and go and words alone are empty.
However, you can always rely on the local authority to be there...(In case you can't tell, this is my dry sarcasm at it's finest).
Most LA's have leaving care teams. These teams consist of personal advisers and each adviser has about twenty young people they work with. Their role like previously said is to help young people gain independence. The main tool they use for doing this is a document called "The pathway plan".
This is supposed to be a written paper that documents your plans for the future.
So at eighteen, most PARENTS when thinking about their child's future would want them to be off at university or pursuing a career of some kind. But no, that's not what the ex corporate parents want. They want you to sign on to benefits and go onto the housing register. Just because care leavers aren't apparently individuals and it's easy to have a sweeping, generic system.
Then, once you get to 21 they can wash their hands of you, (just like a "parent" right?) bish bash bosh.
You've got a life on benefits and you've been made to settle.
Now, don't get me wrong for some people regardless of being a care leaver, this is the life they want. But I genuinely believe that only a small percentage of care leavers want this life. They've got it because they decided settled. They don't want the hassle of going against the system, they don't want the stress. They've accepted their place in society and that's fine, they can get by.
But it's just sad, isn't it?
That child that was abused and told they weren't worthy of anything continues to believe that their whole life because no one told them otherwise. Because professionals believe that sorting out practical matters is what's important and essential.
I think of all the people I know. I think of what they could have been. They could have had such an impact on the lives of others yet they've been shut away in a corner believing that that's where they belong. That they aren't important.
Well, I'll never stand in that corner. And I will bring as many people into the light as I can. It's a constant battle and going against the system is exhausting but it's a worthy fight. I know there's others who feel the same as me and together we can unite and bring those we grew up with alongside us.
No care leaver should be left behind. No care leaver should be defined by their past.
To those who try to "box us", please keep doing so. While your insight is shrinking our minds are expanding, learning from the negativity you harbour.
To my fellow care leavers please never give up, never settle. Imagine your wildest dreams and believe that you can achievement. This is the only life you have and it's valuable, never believe otherwise.